I don't really know why i'm updating my journal i guess becuz i havent been on here for like ever. but srry for not being here for whoever those really care... ive been bored to come on... and i have rarely been doing any drawings i only really drew when i was in school becuz i guess for the fact how bored i was in school i found drawing to unbore me.


now for the samething again those 40 secrets but hopefully changed now its a different time.

40 secrets about yourself. Be honest!

1. Have you ever been asked out?
yes by a girl, the same age as me.. i thought she was joking around with me so i was "no!" very bluntly plus i really do doubt anyone would really ask me out... i don't have the looks nor the brains.

2. Where was your default picture taken?
Got it from Google (i assume it means avatar)

3. What is your dog's name?
Suki she is teh cutest dog we have XD actually the only dog <3

4. Do you like anyone?
Actually, different from before no i don't like anyone right now i now the ones i like is nothing but a one-sided love that will never in a million years would dare to happen.

5. Does your crush like you back?
No, crushes currently

6. What do you want but can't have?
a boyfriend becuz no one would want to date me and i'm for some reason way to ****ing lazy to fix it.

7. What color underwear are you wearing?
Nothing *gasp* ^#^ i'm currently wearing PJs bottoms in which i actually don't wear underwear XD

8. What color shirt are you wearing?
Something of a Navy blue

9. Who is in your bed right now?
My Onigiri pillow and from last time too and yes his name is still om nom nom and yes i still wish i could eat him :3

10. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Me from eating too much.

11. If you must be an animal for one day what would you be?
a mischief fox >:3

12. Ever had a near death experience?
I'm pretty sure i haven't yet had a near death experience but once i do i will surely update my journal and tell u about it.

13. Something you do all the time?
Play Video games uncontrollably!!!

14. How many friends do you have right now?
IRL probably like 80ish and online like more than 120

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
myself but from someone the last time ;D

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
My Next door neighboor

17. When was the last time you cried?
don't remember exactly when...

18. Ever kissed the last person you texted?
i currently don't have phone so i don't see that happening anytime soon.

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Super Speed so i can get to places in a Flash lol get it? Flash is the superhero with Super Speed >:3

20. What's the first thing you notice about the same sex? (i changed it on purpose becuz if u didnt know yet im gay.)
Glasses °¬°

21. What do you usually order from McDonald's?
Chicken Selects with fries and a coke °¬°

22. What's your biggest secret?
I'm gay, yep gay didn't know that? now you do.. know why its my biggest becuz not every single one of my friends know about it, want to know why i dont tell them? becuz i rather not lose friends over a stupid reason, bad to lie to ur friends? why do you care they are probably not your friends... ._.

23. Favorite colors?
Black, Red, Blue, Green.

24. Have you ever broken a promise?
I promise you i have.

25. Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
Hell ya, its like the only things i watch

26. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Nothing at the moment, which is a good thing becuz apparently i would rather not eat anything till i lose a few thousand lbs...

27. What's your favorite smell?
Vanilla it smells so god damn delicious.

28. Describe your life in one word.
Lonely... still the same probably will stay that way for quite the while if i dont figure out what im doing with my stupid life so far...

29. Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
5 years? HA! no with what i look like...

30. Is anything bothering you?
my life.

31. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Woah is that some kind of fetish is so i would totally like to try it when i dont look as fugly as i do now

32. What are you thinking about right now?
Why am i updating my journal on DA if no one really even gives a crap and why am i torching myself on my journal so god damn bad...

33. What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping

34. Who was the last person that made you angry?
Myself...

35. Why are you doing this?
I dont even know anymore...

36. If you could have any last name, what would it be?
thats a weird question but i don't know i rather like my last name right now but i would still need time to think on it...

37. Is your room clean?
Well besides old high school work on the ground, dirty clothes, empty bottles, empty cups, shoes and some giant poster in the middle of my room i would say yeah my room is clean...

38. How many pillows do you sleep with?
1 pillow that is about 5 feet XD 2 half that size, and my om nom nom ^^

39. What is your natural hair color?
Dark Brown

40. Is the person you like at the moment hot?
for the 3rd time im dont like anyone currently!!!